So fucking suicidal all the fucking time omfg
Welp, losing yet another girl that is beautiful, makes me laugh, loves everything I love and knows just how to make me smile… Because she hates my past and this tattoo, screws up constantly & didn’t like the friendship between my bestfriend and I… Guess that’s cool too, sorry for thinking you were different :( this fucking sucks but then again, I love my ex- always will, but who doesn’t always have something for their first love?? Who doesn’t love their best friend like a sister and won’t let people stop that?? And who likes hearing that they get screwed over and just accepts it ?? Not me, fuck no, I learned my lesson and I just want things to go back in time. I’m so fucking sorry this happened, I just can’t take being hurt all the time, I’m letting go and it’s killing me because I wish I didn’t have to..